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New Journal = ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) subtleblasphemy
This one will probably be deleted soon, just giving you the heads up. So add my new name and i'll add you back. And for those of you who already commented, you'll be added already, all you need to do is add me back.
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[22 Dec 2003|08:23pm] |
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Vendetta Red: P.S. Love The Black |
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alright, no one will really know what this means but me, but:
dammit, just when i think its over, there's another reminder and it begins all over again.
[EDIT]*COMPLETLY UNRELATED TO THING ABOVE THIS* in all this turmoil and useless shit that's been happening, i think i've become stronger. i'm not afraid to take a chance anymore and i'm finally being brave, well at least somewhat.
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[22 Dec 2003|05:46pm] |
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Loser: Beck |
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x-mas time sucks. people are such assholes. i went to the mall (oakbrook) and people were pushing and shoving and some bitch took my mom's parking spot and wouldn't get out. but actual chirstmas eve and day are nice. just the before-hand crazyness is fucking shit.
i love this:
"She took a gun to her wrist
And put a knife to her head.
If she weren't so scared
She'd surely be dead."
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[21 Dec 2003|04:01pm] |
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Jet: Are You Gonna Be My Girl |
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i love my basement. it is a goldmine of awesome clothes. i found three shirts down there!!!! one of them is one of those wheatland athletic association soccer shirts that's both green and yellow (it can never be inside out! oh the possiblities!) and i am wearing it right now. i want my digital camera so that i can take a picture
my mom was yelling at me to bring down all the cups and bowls from my room (i eat in there and she hates it) so i was, but one of them was filled with water and spilled all over my shirt and pants... particularly the crotch part. so, yes, it looks like i peed my pants. but if there's anything that we've learned from "Billy Madison" its that peeing your pants is cool. i must be the coolest chick on the block!
jesus, im getting really impatient so if anyone knows how to do layouts and can do mine, because i know what i want and i have a background, could you fix mine up for my (my new lj i mean).
im off to FIGHT CRIME!... well, no not really, but i am off.
SNACK PACKS!!!!
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| if it weren't complicated, it wouldn't be life. |
[20 Dec 2003|10:08pm] |
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Vendetta Red: Shatterday |
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"THE WORLD'S A CRAZY PLACE... GET USED TO IT"
if you really think about it, everyone's a hypocrite. we're all guilty of it. just like we all lie. we're all a bit depressed and we're all a little happy. we all think bad thoughts and we all have regrets. we're all guilty of small infractions and we're all so pure. we live in a world full of paradoxes and oxy morons. our lives are that of constant confusion, blatant poverty, but also happiness and hope.
( this will probably be long. if you feel like reading the rest, its here )
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| pencil... i mean, why not? |
[20 Dec 2003|06:04pm] |
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Weezer: Keep Fishing |
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all in all, i think this day has been relatively okay. i was sick this morning and couldn't go to the speech tournament (arg i hate being sick!!), so i called healy and went back to sleep with wet hair. you can only imagine what kind of rats-nest i woke up with. do not go to sleep with wet hair... very bad idea.
then i spent most of the day at home... doing nothing. but just a little while ago, i got the urge to be an idiot and thus put on weezer and danced around in my new underwear, which are black and red plaid because im cool like that and picked them out yesterday, and a shirt. (no i was not naked... jesus, you people have sick minds...) i have thus concluded that i have a nice ass. anyone who says otherwise is a liar.
then i painted my nails purple, y'know, just for the hell of it.
and i think i'll be getting a digital camera for x-mas. this means i will be posting pictures like a mad woman.
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| hey you made me throw up a little |
[19 Dec 2003|08:31pm] |
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Lit: My Own Worst Enemy |
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ITS WINTER BREAK!!! TWO WHOLE WEEKS OF NO SCHOOL!!!
*sighs* sweet freedom...
so today was a pretty good day. bridgette gave me my x-mas present (a happy bunny notebook, a "bobbys world" pen, and A HAT THAT SAYS DORK!!!!) and i did pretty well on my finals (well expect math, which deserves to be beat over the head with a blunt object). then i went with my sister to kohls (i was in desperate need of underware. so shoot me) and after that, got my hair highlighted with her, but i keep wearing my dork hat so you cant really see the highlights (love you briz-niz).
i seriously need this break. krisi, you are getting a phone call on krisimas. and jess, i'm going to buy you an x-mas card and send it to you. does anyone else want me to call them on krisimas?
new lj will be up soon.
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[18 Dec 2003|06:22pm] |
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Death Cab For Cutie: Champagne From A Paper Cup |
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( for you )
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| jamie won the french revloution |
[18 Dec 2003|03:25pm] |
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Bikini Kill: I Hate Danger |
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i have this bad habit of chewing on the inside of my mouth. i thought i'd stopped because i hadn't done that in a long time, but it seems im doing it again... now to the point where ill bite down so hard, my mouth'll start to bleed.
my new lj will be up and running soon. im getting my layout redone and a friends only banner so all will be well. hopefully...
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| finals suck major ass |
[17 Dec 2003|08:56pm] |
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*flicks off finals* |
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John Mayer (Ephram's Love Puppet): No Such Thing |
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holy shit, i haven't updated in forever. i swear, this is the longest i've gone without updating in... wow since i got this stupid journal.
well, i've made a new lj name, but am not giving it out yet/ adding friends yet because it's crap right now and i want it to have a cool layout and a nice little "friends only" banner before you all see it.
Jess, i got your x-mas card!!! it made my fucking day! im sending one to you now.
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"sometimes you just need to let go... walk away... let the mirror shatter and stare at yourself in the shiny fragments as a warped person. this will give you a whole new perspective on yourself and once you realize who you are, you can come back,"
"when did you turn into ms.in-fucking-sightful?"
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im a selfish little bitch, but there's only 12 more days till my birthday!
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| i have wings on my back... one day i'll have the courage to fly away |
[14 Dec 2003|12:03pm] |
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 FINALS ARE COMMING!!! |
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The Outfield: Your Love |
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Okay, i'll do this again in case you didn't see it before. Or maybe you just don't care, in which case, you suck. But anyways...
TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I'm thinking of making a new Live Journal username, which I'm thinking would be FRIENDS ONLY. If i did end up making this and you'd still be interested in being my friend, please comment here so i'll know.
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| oh nevermind |
[13 Dec 2003|07:40pm] |
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Death Cab For Cutie: Photobooth |
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speech tournament today. over 12 hours of pure speech, or as we like to call is, masichism. oh and i saw the hot guy from the HDA last week. yeah figured out his name is Alex. and Mel kept torturing me about it because she's Melanie and she's a bit evil, but i love her anyways. and we played word association (mel and me i mean). we didn't break finals but that's okay because we had a good tournament.
and i've figured out i have the amazing ability to look like crap at the most inopportune moments. and i didn't get a rose.
[EDIT] I'm thinking of making a new username. Comment if you'd still like to be my friend if i decided to make one, because i'm contemplating whether or not to make that one friends only.
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| let the leaves fall |
[12 Dec 2003|04:30pm] |
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need ideas! what sort of picture should fill that empty black space over there *points to the left* in my journal? what sort of picture do you think i should put there? what makes you think of me?
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